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"   Every night I transform into something else. I’m still me, I’ll always be me but the dark sky will always bring out my dark side. I don’t always remember everything I say or do but, it feels good, it feels so good. I love the darkness, I love a good kiss, and I live for moments I know won’t matter a year from now but I’m going to keep having those moments anyway.   "
Irrelevant moments (via till-forever-finds-me)

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junkoes:

i used to be a really smart kid who was “going places” but now i just cry a lot and eat all the food in the fridge

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1) Your jaw was always clenched so tightly, I was sure that one day your teeth were going to shatter. You only ever kissed me in the dark behind locked doors and her name was constantly falling off your tongue. I loved you anyway.

2) We were a goddamn mess. I ignored all your texts until I ran out of Vicodin and rolled my eyes every time you said you loved me. Our cigarette-filled mornings weren’t enough to get me out of bed. I’m sorry.

3) I called you every time she shattered my heart and you always showed up at my doorstep with flasks of vodka and vintage records and blood-stained lips that spilled out apologies and reasons why i should love you. We haven’t said a word to each other in six months but you still let me sleep on your floor when I get too fucked up to find my way home.

4) You loved pills more than you could ever love me. Half the time you were too high to remember my name, but I let you kiss me anyway. I haven’t called you back in two weeks because your voice is so intoxicating and I’m sober now.

5) We were nothing more than nervous glances across the room. We still are. I always wonder what fuels the fire running through your veins and why I’m not the one holding your bones together. Sometimes you look at me like you want me. I pretend not to notice, but I want to be yours more than anything. I don’t know any part of you the way I’d like to. I probably never will.

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5 boys I shouldn’t have given my heart to.  (via sickfake)

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